
Truth be told, I have little use for ballads these days, whether they be of the power, love, or soul variety.
Personally, I blame Celine Dion for the overblown, melismatic direction that most love ballads took in the 90's, from whence they have yet to return, but every once in a great while, a ballad comes along that grabs me.
One such song is Nina Gordon's "Tonight And The Rest of My Life".
You may remember her as the singer in Veruca Salt; they of "Seether" fame in the early 90's, charging out of Chicago alongside Liz Phair and pioneering the alterna-rock explosion that would see major label A&R scouts scouring Chicago clubs looking for the next big thing.

She, of course, had a bitter falling out with co-founder Louise Post after the ambitious, but commercially-disappointing
Eight Arms To Hold You and embarked on a solo career that, if anything, has suffered from a lack of ambition and/or direction.
Her debut effort, Tonight And The Rest of My Life, is nothing if not a terribly disjointed affair, seeing Gordon trying to keep one foot in the contemporary pop world while, at the same time, not quite willing to step out of the alternative arena.
Thus, the title cut is, by far, the most focused song on the album.
The first time I heard the song, I don't know that I had one of those moments where I pull the car over and just listen, but the first time I actually paid attention to the song, I literally thought it was about the most perfect thing there ever was.
For starters, any hint of the "girly whine" (a phrase coined by an ex-girlfriend who was inherently annoyed by Gordon's Veruca Salt voice) she seems to fall back on when singing the more alternative material is nowhere to be found. Instead, her understated, yet confident voice shines in this lower register. The lyrics, while nothing earth-shattering, aren't your typical too-sappy-for-Hallmark fare for which likes of Diane Warren and Desmond Child have earned their place in hell either.

In fact, upon reading the lyrics, one is left to wonder what the song is actually about. To me, it has always stood as a beautiful evocation of a woman in love, taking stock in the very feeling of "being in love", and doing so without coming across as, dare I say it,
needy:
Down to the earth I fell with dripping wings
heavy things won't fly
and the sky might catch on fire
and burn the axis of the world that's why
I prefer a sunless sky
to the glittering and stinging in my eyes
I feel so light
this is all I want to feel tonight
I feel so light
tonight and the rest of my life
tonight and the rest of my life The song, of course, was a Top 10 smash on the Adult Top 40, but did not crossover to find its rightful place at (or near) the top of the pop charts. The album from which it came also peaked at a rather dismal #123 on the Top 200 Albums chart and it would be another six years before Gordon would release a follow-up effort.
To these ears, however, "Tonight And The Rest of My Life" stands as her crowning achievement, for which she should be quite proud.
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